I’m on a train right now. Seriously, on the way home and I am telling myself, no matter how exhausted I am feeling: I am not going to give up. No it’s not the jolting of the trains that is shaking my brain to tell myself this. I’m serious. But then again you might be asking what am I not giving up in, and your right to ask- I’m talking about my essays. I have a few due soon. And apart of me is telling me to give up and settle for the grade I can easily clinch. But no. I’m going to go for the grade that is out of reach, but with preparation and dedication I able to grasp that grade. I’m ambitious, listening to too much George Harrison and drinking too much tea. But im serious. This is a reminder to myself, whatever I type, no matter how stupid it sounds (which is likely), I will post this. Because right now, I am buzzed. I have so many high hopes, determination that I don’t want to end. I don’t want to get home and run out of fuel. No. I have a full tank of my dedication. Yes I do. Ok right now, honestly most people are staring wondering what I am possibly typing. i don’t blame them. If I saw myself doing the same thing- I would be curious too. Give yourself a chance. I mean it,no matter how stupid it sounds- tell yourself you can do it. And you’ll be able to accomplish it. course don’t be silly to tell me your name is Dr.Frankenstein and that you want to bring a dead corpse to life. No. If you told me that: I will run away. Just tell yourself that your hopes are reachable, because that’s something we all need. We all need it. So here’s me saying it before anyone else says it first. Believe me: I know you can do it. I’m now looking at my bag I have in front of me. I’m really looking forward to play the Neil Young Harvest LP I bought. Yep. I’m living it up all right. I know this might not get any ‘likes’ as my other posts . I really don’t care. Because honestly, this is something coming from the heart. Best of luck in your challenge. you’ll do great. I know it.
